We’re getting closer and closer! Officially there are less than 4 weeks left until my due date, but technically my lil’ munchkin could make an appearance anytime from now. Exciting times!
Over the past week I’ve gone into nesting over drive and been on such a cleaning spree. I’ve filled up several bags with old clothes and bits from around the house for charity that we no longer need or use and started to organise our cupboard space. I always think that a good clear out is good for the mind and now that couldn’t be more true as we wait for our new arrival. Re-painting some of the walls has also been another task that I’ve left until now. I know that he won’t be bothered what colour the walls are or whether the cupboards are still full of unwanted crap, but I’m determined to freshen up the house for his arrival. Another thing that I need to get started with is washing all of his clothes, they’re so tiny and cute!
Again, there has been lots of movement this week and my bump has popped out a bit more as he puts on more weight. It was lovely when my mum saw him wriggling around at the weekend as she hadn’t seen that yet. I have experienced some lightning pains under my bump, which after consulting some websites sounds like it could be lightening crotch, which is when the baby is trying to engage, but perfectly normal. I still haven’t developed any stretch marks, but I know that these could still appear; although I swear that slathering on the coconut oil every day has helped.
Last week I went to a breastfeeding course that is run by La Leche League, an international charity foundation that helps to support breastfeeding mothers. I didn’t know what to expect from the class to be honest, but I’m so glad that I went along. Like all of their courses they are run by former breastfeeding mamas who have a vast knowledge and experience on the topic. There were about 8 of us in total and we got to share our personal fears about breastfeeding as well as gain some informative knowledge on technique and what to expect. I would definitely recommend this class to any mums-to-be if they are running courses in your area.
No words can describe the feeling of excitement that has built up over the past few months. Now that we are so close, he could literally decide to come at anytime. I’ve always known that I wanted children in my life and when we found out that I was expecting I couldn’t have been happier. A few weeks into my pregnancy, it sounds really silly, but it suddenly dawned on me that I was going to be someones mother, responsible for a life. Motherhood is such a scary venture, but something that is equally rewarding and full of joy.
So many fears about motherhood have passed through my mind over the past few months. One of my main worries was about the strong connection that I have with him and whether this would be replicated outside the womb. After reading lots of birth stories I feel certain that this is something that will naturally grow and grow between mother and son. The amount of love that I feel for someone who I’ve technically never met is incredible. I know that motherhood isn’t going to be easy, all of my friends that have had babies tell me that it’s difficult and tiring, but so worth it. With the reality of motherhood and all that comes with it, I have a deep respect for all of those mothers out there and a deeper respect and gratitude for my own.
Even though I feel physically and mentally prepared for labour, nothing can prepare me for the emotions that I will feel for holding my baby boy for the first time. I imagine that it’s going to be one of those magical moments that I will cherish. I’m really looking forward to meeting him, nurturing him and watching his little personality develop. I’m already certain that he and his dad are going to be like two peas in a pod. I think that I have a cheeky monkey on my hands already.
Expecting or not, do you have any fears over the ‘M’ word? How did/have you deal/dealt with these emotions?
In that picture now I believe you’re preggo lol, you look great and you will make a great mum. Can’t wait to see the pictures x
I had to have a massive clear out too and just when I think I have no more there seems to be bag fulls 😛
Lovely reading about your pregnancy too congratulations xx
Pregnancy suits you well. You look beautiful in that first picture.
It must be surreal to think that very soon you will be a mother and have a small tiny child to look after. I’m terrified just thinking about it! But I’m sure you will be a wonderful mother. I have every faith!
Looking forward to meeting little Adiamah. You are going to be a great mum. Xxx
I definitely think of motherhood as one big adventure! But I try not too worry about it as I think you get fresh grace for it when you need it – or at least that what my mum told me!
How exciting that your little one could arrive at any time now. I can’t wait to hear all about it.
Yep, it’s a challenging role indeed and yet a very rewarding one too! I have a feeling there will be tears all round (you’ll make a wonderful mother, Jemma:) when you precious bundle of joy finally arrives! X
Gosh you must be do excited my sister is due in just under 3 weeks and I can’t wait to meet the little nugget!
You look beautiful! Thanks for the update.
I think you have got this in the bag and will make a wonderful mother.
That’s so exciting, it could happen at any time! I’m sure you’ll be a fantastic mother 🙂
Coconut oil helps hey? That’s neat, I wouldn’t have thought about applying that to help for stretch marks. I’ve heard a ton about Vitamin E, or Bio Oil.
Too dang cute!!
I know before I had my daughter, I was definitely scared. I still get scared at times. But being a mom is so totally worth it!
I love this so much. Definitely get all the support you can before and after baby is born regarding breastfeeding – sometimes it comes easy, and sometimes it doesn’t… (those first 6 weeks are tough, but worth it!)
I prayed for years to be called mom <3 and I was blessed with 3 boys! Just what I wanted <3 I can't wait for your mum to be able to feel those sweet little movements too! So excited for you! 😀
Wow, I now believe that you are pregnant. For a second there, I wondered about how far along you were, since you were so tiny! Don’t worry too much about that bond, God has taken care of that for us. You won’t even have to think about it, it will be instantaneous! Wishing you the absolute best delivery and can’t wait to see him.
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I’m so excited for you. I know the journey, I’m done it twice. Motherhood scared me because you don’t know what to expect or if you’re doing it right. The thing is your baby has never been someone’s child before either. You’re in it together and can make your own rules. When I realized that, that took a lot of the pressure off! 🙂
You look great!
Aww. You’re gorgeous and that’s got to be so exciting that it’s getting so close to the due date!
So cute – I can’t even begin to imagine what it must be like to be able to carry such an amazing little alien inside you! What a fab thought that you think he’ll be so much like his dad!
Katie <3
I loved being pregnant! I was so excited. It’s such of an amazing experience, but it’s best when baby is finally here. It’s really strange when you think about how you’re a mother when you weren’t before.
Love the nesting phase and am looking forward to it lol!
I am not scared to be a mom but to give birth. It seems so terrifying to me!
Congrats on 36 weeks! I never had any fears with my first, but with my second most of them stemmed from me not feeling like I could love two children “equally”.
I’m sure you’ll be a great mom, and I can’t imagine how excited you are to meet your little one!
Oh, motherhood is so scary. I know – that it is scary but once you have the baby it will all fall together.
Motherhood seems a bit scary, but it also must be so exciting! I hope you post many pictures of your little guy!
You look beautiful! Never had any fears about motherhood — and I have 4 kids now. It is a wonderful adventure. Love every moment because it really does go by fast. Mine are now 21, 17, 15, and 10!
You will be a great mom! So exciting! It’s getting so close.
That must be so exciting, I’d imagine it feels like “I finally get to meet this person I’ve only seen in my dreams”
So happy for you 🙂